relentless.

Weird dream. Was beating up a teenager who was being inappropriate with a group of girls but had no power in my arms. Halfway after slamming his face on the desk, he claims he’s a kid with a condition – couldn’t catch what it was. Something rare, something along the lines of autism though. Beating up the weak/sick kid… hmm what a dream.
And then I dreamt of chatting to 2 actresses and then a whole group of us were roaming the streets and going into shops sub-street level. There were weird people dressed up trying to entertain/scare us from outside… some Ronald McDonald dude as well. And somehow one of our group was dressed like a clown.. so he bore a resemblance and they played off each other for a bit.
Well, that’s all I can remember… weird stuff.

Iย need to stop having vivid dreams, and remembering them. My brain scares me.

And so I woke up defeated. It’s like my whole being was beaten into submission. I just lay there on my bed, fell in and out of sleep…stared at the ceiling. Eventually had to pull myself out of bed. The one thing that was good: somehow defeated is a good state for studying. Haha. Productive morning.

Heard about G’s passing from cancer. So young.

Tweeted this:ย Thankful for the life you lived and the testimony that you are. Grateful for the times we had to serve together and the laughs. RIP G.

Crumbled again. This time because I’m annoyed at this funk I’m in when there are people living out their lives for God despite of what life throws at them. What am I doing?

And the bro checked in on me which was nice ๐Ÿ™‚ Love how we don’t really need to send actual words of encouragement but we just skip right on to laughing at each other haha.

Had the Zion album on repeat today.

Relentless – Hillsong

Salvation sounds a new beginning
As distant hearts begin believing
Redemption’s bid is unrelenting
Your love goes on
Your love goes on

You carry us
Carry us
When the world gives way
You cover us
Cover us
With Your endless grace

Your love is relentless
Your love is relentless
Your love is relentless
Your love is relentless

The time is up for chasing shadows
You gave the world a light to follow
A hope that shines beyond tomorrow
Your love goes on
Your love goes on

You carry us
Carry us
When the world gives way
You cover us
Cover us
With Your endless grace

Your love is relentless
Your love is relentless
Your love is relentless
Your love is relentless

Tearing through the veil of darkness
Breaking every chain, You set us free
Fighting for the furthest heart You gave
Your life for all to see

Tearing through the veil of darkness
Breaking every chain, You set us free
Fighting for the furthest heart You gave
Your life

(You carry us, carry us
You cover us, cover us)
Your love is relentless
Your love is relentless
Your love is relentless
Your love is relentless…

Relentless actually means unyielding. Hmm. Had a lot of other strong words in the definition as well… think harsh, inflexible, incessant… intensity I guess.

Still working things out. We’ll get there.

I hope.

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