Haven’t done devotions in a while… and this appears. Kena scolding already ah haha…
I cannot deny it. I just lost it last night. (and even now I still pray I can cry, because my heart is heavy) But…
He gives strength to the weary and increases the power of weak.
– Isaiah 40:29
“If your life is producing only a whine, instead of the wine, then ruthlessly kick it out. It is definitely a crime for a Christian to be weak in God’s strength.”
At my wit’s end. How do I surrender myself again? I seem to have forgotten.
Knot in my heart tightens.
Maybe when term starts tomorrow, I’ll be kept busy and my mind won’t be whirring at a thousand miles an hour. That is my hope right now. Sad.
My brain tells me: my hope is Jesus.
But my heart tells me: … -emptiness-
I’m so tired.
Guess I’ll have an early night tonight.
still the tears won’t come.